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Saturday, April 25, 2009

Let me get drunk one more time.i need it.

I just can't stop thinking about you.Wanting to be with you.Realising that i am not that important to you now.I want to move on.Take another road and brace it.

i love u from the start.i love u from nothing.

(this is my last post bout u)

No matter what.I am da star.I am gona shine.

Dear sun

U shine so bright.when i need you.

U glare.when i seek you.

And yet.

Twinkle Star.

Thinks that he misused you.

Twinkle Star holds you dearly.

Twinkle Star sorry.

Twinkle stat thinks that he need u now.

Then ever before.

Cause i am the little star.

that need Sunshine

Been with farhana.Dikir.Takraw.and friends.

Cammed with far.Didnt wanna post so much though.In no mood.

In the end.

Star need companion.

Forever.

Anyone.?

Labels: twinkle twinkle lil star

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Monday, April 20, 2009

Cintaku cintamu

My love.your love

I want you to open up your heart.

And imagine.

As if im whispering to your ears.

Like every night we've been doing

Do you remember back then.?

Do you remember my touch.?

Do you remember everything we have done together.?

Maybe

Fear that is tearing you apart.

I noe im not perfect.

I know.im not strong.

But

With you ive gone so far

As you're my aim

You`re my core

As i speak

Do you remember every fight.?

Do you remember all the smiles.?

Do you remember all the sacrifice.?

or is it.

You only remember one.?

the fight.

Do you realise.

I always try to tell you what is right and what is wrong.?

Do you realise.

I always tell you about the storms.?

Do you realise.

that right now i`m torn.?

I know you're happy.

I know you want joy.

But

do u know what i want.

All i want is to see your joy.

Since now.

im replaced.

Since now.you're away.

I tell me self.

Fiz you got to be strong.

So sick of it.Fuck

Am i to blame.?

Lie to my self.

Everything is ok.

Lie to my self.

Im happy.today

I just dont get it.

Why

you leave me this way.

Atleast i now know.

Im to blame

For my right to ask you to talk to me.

To ask you to spend time with me.

To tell me.What have you been doing.

To know.Are you ok without me.

To realise.You're so far away.

To understand.I am an obstacle in your way.

To cry.For your existence.

each day.

Am i not worthy.

If im away..u're happy this way.

I let you be.In exchange for my need.

Don't tell me.

You're not good enough for me.

Cause.From day 1.

I know you are meant for me.

Can you feel my heartbeat now.?

Now.listen closely.

I will change.If you want me.

I will be the best if u let me try.

I will be your everything.If you give me time.

But right now.i have none.

You want to soar.

I want to soar,

with you.

Oh baby.when will i have you.

Labels: Let me express it here.atleast im letting out.the pain

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Friday, April 17, 2009

I will remember today.for as long as live.

Today.i met u.I finally.felt a burden lift.not burden actually.ermm..more like sadness.I confessed to u.how i felt.I cried from time to time.but ive told u.what u are to me.I hope.from today.u.be truthful ok.?i love u so so much.

I realy hope.at the end.im still your answer.

Today went out with venice and gang.It was reeeeeally fun.hah.went to eat.at this kopitiam ar jurong point.enjoyed my day.

i realy want you to be happy.This is the best i can do.cause i love you.Study hard ok.?jgn pikir pasl aper aper lar.u tahu kan.what u want.so go for it.

Oh,when i have da pics.ill post it up:D

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Hey.:D.

Yesterday was a Greeeeeat day for me.I went to SP dok.haha.gerek per.hahah.Went bowling.to this club house.hah.I think i was not permitted actually.Aper aku kisah kan.so went there.met Far frens.I find that SP people are fun to be with.They are soooooo loud.oh and the food is soooooo cheap.happy sak aku.makan bende murah.after a very long time.ahahahha.Although i met them for the first time.They treat me like friends..GEREK PER!.hah.okok.i suck at the first round though.But i get the momentum naturally.kater..talented.hahaha.then...STRIIIIKE!!!!..

Oh yar befor that.there was this cute chick came up anf ask me.so i think this is how the conversation go.

*Chick wave at far.then i smile.

Chick:Saper laki tu.handsome.

Me:Hafiz.*turn around

Chick:*smiles

Me:*turn back and almost hit a ladder

hahah.tak sangke.aku masih laku kan..hahahah.I find her interesting..hahaha.i got to know her name.H******.hahahha...yg tahu.diam.

After that went slacking at this place..coooooool kapeeer...skola aku pun kalah seh.k.pastu bobal ar.there was lina.nasuha.far and me.we chat larh kan.pastu..kiter gi engok budak silat.then balik.in da bus.decided.to chill kat umah far.i was so hungry by then.aku da pokai siuuut.that time kiter kan gi.*sentosa*.heh.yang tahu.diam.eh aku nak buat line baru ar.jap eh.

Yang tahu.diam.y.t.d.*coool kapeeer

Far belanjeeer makn.hahahah.pedas siut.mind over matter.dok.then she help me.do ma bloooogspot.met her mum.da lamer gitu kan...went back home.exhousted.tired.penat.letih.Oh luper.kiter ambik gambar.aku da lamer tak ambik gambar.hahah.aku macm.budak ..tah lar.tak nak elaborate.reach bout 1215..by then.aku mandi terus tdo~....

thursday.the day.i hope u tell me everything truthfully.since u kept me in the dark all the time.

eh aku luper letak gambar.jap eh

Kangaroo per.?hah

Kalau aku pasrah.saper nak jage aku.?:D

Labels: kalau hidup senang.buat aper hidup.

posted by zifrukos at 12:29 AM 0 Comments

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

So thats me

This is ma latest blog after a very looooooong time.hehe.im waiting for ma NS.now.Sort of completed ma first year and will be continueing ma school year after NS.Im gona take things easy from now on.I guess.Live the life man!!!so.IM LIVING IT NOW!!!muahahahha.ok.

Things got very difficult for me.Very.But.what can i do kan..let nature take its course i guess.I guess.i learn from it.though its hard im trying to except it.cause.I think.I have to matured about it.If theres such a thing as love.Heres my prove.Im letting go easily.After a long time.Things change.Hah..alot.So..im moving~ on..:D.The fact is.i still love u so so much.If i cannot make u happy now.Maybe later.when im much stronger.Hope.ull wait for me.When i have everything in hand.I hope i have a place in ur heart till then.

I am a computer noob.Betul la!.haha.haizz.kesian aku.k takper.so i ask a very good friend of mine.Bst friend in fact.FARHANA JAIS.JENG JENG JENG!!.teehee.okok.she help me out.but letting me pick what i want.beeeest kan.hahahaha.Big tanx to far.lol.okok.so thats it for ma forst post.

Im gona shine so bright.you cant handle me

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